Two days later, I realised I’d made a mistake. What I have with Viv is like nothing I’d experienced before. I’d been married for 10 years to a woman who gaslit me and controlled me financially. But Viv was kind and generous, and for the first time, that was reciprocal. She also has the softest skin and gorgeous curves. My friend even said to me: “What are you doing? Viv loves you. You’re being really arrogant.”